2000-06-24 - 05:20:38
I love the way you hold me tight,
and say you love me,
and everything will be alright.
I live for the times when I get to see you smile,
because of something I said or did.
I love the way you kiss my hand,
when you know Im sad,
and need a pick up.
I live for the times you lay me down,
and stroke my hair till I fall asleep.
I love the way you sneak kisses,
when we are standing in line at the bank.. (i might be saying no, but I like 'em.. dont stop)
I live for the times when I can walk around with you and let everyone know we belong together.
I love the way you are,
cause youre My Jeromy.
You are my life.
I miss you..
"Everytime our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams" --Lonestar
"To see you when I wake up
is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold, utopian dream.
So would I be out of line to say
that I miss you?
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
and I miss you." --- Incubus
"Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe" --Faith Hill.. (I always tell you to "just breathe"... ya know.. )
"Cowboy, take me away
Fly this girl as high as you can
into the wild blue.
Set me free,
oh, I pray,
Closer to heaven above,
and closer to you.
Closer to you.." --Dixie Chicks (and dont, "Yuck" me)
"It's your love
it just does something to me
it sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
and if you wonder about the spell I'm under,
Oh it’s your love." -- Tim McGraw and Faith hill
"Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters." -- Guess who?
"What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven" -- *big smile*
I left out one song. But he gets the point.
Truly madly deeply.. --savage garden
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So anyways.. Life.. has been... Full of Ironies. He is on his way to Illinois. Gawd I miss him.
I have Krispy Kreme Doughnuts. They arent as good as everyone makes them out to seem.. They are too sweet. It almost makes me sick. Blech. I have a bitter taste in my mouth. I wish I could poof everyones problems away. But its not that simple. I wish I could just get all the rough stuff over with, and be happy. I wish Stacey, Shan, Dessie, Kat, Jenni, and I could hang out more. I love going to IHOP with them. Or Denny's, if IHOP is getting bug zapped. whatever works. I wish that Stacey and Chris could/would work everything out. I wish that Shan finds happiness.. And Dessie will always be as happy as she is with "Sista".. But its not. And it hurts me. To know that I cant do shit to fix it. And no matter what I say or do, will correct it. I cant fix it, I dont have the authority. If I had the choice, I'd marry Shan and ߺß, and make Krista be stationed in phoenix, set Chris and Stacey up, and make everything work. But I cant.
I finally saw The House On Haunted Hill. It was fucked up. Almost made me puke and piss my pants, all at the same time.. Scary.. *shudder*
Anyways.. Im tired of being awake.. and everything else.. so Im gonna go nuh-niters..
TTFN
--MyJen
"Baby I've been drifting away
Dreaming all day
Of holidng you
Touching you
The only thing I want to do
Is be with you
As close to you
As I can be
Let's make love
All night long
Until all our strength is gone
Hold on tight
Just let go
I want to feel
you in my soul
Until the sun comes up
Let's make love
Oh, baby
Do you know what you do to me
Everything inside of me
Is wanting you
And needing you
I'm so in love with you
Look in my eyes
Let’s get lost tonight
In each other
Let's make love
All night long
Until all our strength is gone
Hold on tight
Just let go
I want to feel
you in my soul
Until the sun comes up
Let's make love
Let's make love
All night long
Until all our strength is gone
Hold on tight
Just let go
I want to feel
you in my soul
Until the sun comes up
Oh, until the sun comes up
Let's make love
Oh baby, let's make love
All night long
All night long
Let’s make love" -- Faith Hill & Tim McGraw
